Tell me where in my original post that I asked for help? Seems to me you have a reading comprehension problem. If you're going to insult someone, make sure you have all the facts straight before you do. That way, you won't come off sounding like an idiot.
You didn't say anything to the people trying to help you, in fact you considered some of the things they told you. If you really just wanted to come on here and complain, you would have posted right away that you didn't want help and only wanted to cry.