I’ve been a Red Sox fan for nearly 50 years. I’ve been through many lows (‘75 World Series, ‘78 one game playoff loss vs. Yankees which this then 12 year old was at Fenway to witness, crushing loss to the Mets in the ‘86 World Series, the crushing loss to the Yankees in game 7 of the 2003 ALCS, to which my wife had to sit and console me for hours, the Great Collapse of 2011 followed up by the Bobby Valentine debacle of 2012, and many highs (the greatest comeback in baseball history in 2004 when the Sox came back and beat the Yankees in the ALCS after being behind in the series 3-0. Following that up by sweeping the Cardinals to win the franchise’s first World Series in 86 years. Winning the ‘07 World Series after trailing the Indians 3 games to 1 in the ALCS and then sweeping the Rockies in the WS, coming out of nowhere and winning the 2013 World Series after the embarrassment of 2011 and 2012 and the Boston Marathon terrorist attacks, going wire to wire to win the World Series in 2018 after winning a club record 119 games, and watching many great players and pitchers like David Ortiz and Pedro Martinez). Following the Red Sox all these years has metaphorically put me on a psychiatrist’s couch. But NOTHING has pissed me off to the level of what’s going on right now. This team keeps defacating all over itself after management gave their team the middle finger at the trade deadline. EVERY other AL contender got considerably better at the deadline, while the Red Sox acquired an injured “first basemen” that’s never played that position in his career and a pair of glorified batting practice pitchers (that’s being generous). I’m beyond disgusted how this team has turtled, how management sat on their hands at the trade deadline and more than anything I’m pissed off at me for believing in this team and how much I’ve invested in it. The Red Sox management doesn’t deserve that kind of loyalty.