I said right after your attack that no one called you a male. References were made to what was being QUOTED but you decided that it was a personal attack on you, too bad you feel that way, because that was NOT what was intended, at least not to insult your femininity. Lighten up already.
Also as was posted by at least a couple of people, myself included, if you would have told us what you had done when we tried to help you, and what short comings you had suffered because of the work you had done according to the helpful suggestions offered, we could have better guided you in the direction needed to accomplish what you were trying to do, namely, point the dish in the right direction.
And just as an aside, Dee-Ann, no one here has used the words that you are using here now to describe you, namely the 'stupid' or 'dumb' or 'old and ugly.' Where in the heck is THAT coming from? What I specifically mentioned TWICE is the way you decide that THINGS, INANIMATE objects, that do not have the ability to THINK cannot be construed as being STUPID. And as I said in that particular post, people can DO stupid things, but very few of the people I have met in my life can honestly be describes as "stupid." I really think that is NOT a term that can be used as being "PC" (politically correct).
I know now that you are definitely NOT reading all the posts here, because there have been at least THREE explanations on what the words were that you are objection too here. And BTW, no one even tried to placate you or tried to make you feel better about a bad choice of words. They are quotes from a song, and from a movie staring Paul Newman, made in the early 70's, a time that I feel you weren't probably even yet alive, or such a small girl that the words went right over your head.
If you think that something written before or right after you were born was directed AT you as an insult to your femininity, then Ma'am, PLEASE do not read Homer, or Aristotle, or any Greek phylosipher, since they were ALL directed AT you specifically from an era nearly 3000 years ago and today carry as much thought and weight as they did then. I might also mention you should stay away from Shakesphere also since he often used MALES to portray FEMALE roles, and that too might be taken as an insult to your femininity.
You ARE a rebel, and thank your G/god(s) for that, and may (S)He give you the strength to assault this world that has wronged you so much. But remember too, you HAVEN'T been alone as you stated. You have had some guys come out and do things you needed to have done. And you mentioned a couple of times paying some of these guys. Well,I hate to tell you, but there are PLENTY of guys here on this forum that have paid to have people come to their place(s) and get work done, whether aiming a dish or lifting a dish.
And you have NEVER "been alone" as far as this forum has been concerned, there have been well over 300 posts in this thread from all sorts of people that have been trying to HELP and GUIDE you in your quest for better signals from the sky. And add to that, one VERY special invitation from rv1pop who even offered (without saying so) to pray with you, but you didn't mention that in your last offering.
And even, just suppose, imagine that the statement by the poster that quoted Cool Hand Luke, or Guns and Roses WAS directing an insult directly AT you specifically (which I sincerely believe he was NOT doing, with the accumulated frustration of trying to guide you and help you), why on Earth would you in any sense of common decency rip into EVERY member here, whether they contributed to this thread or only LEARNED by reading this thread. Go back and see what people have said when they learned from reading this thread, heck I even mentioned that I learned from advise that I gave you, did you even SEE that?
And as for your THIRD time parting statement about making the big dish work for you and not asking for any help here, and stating that you are going to do it all by your self (that's me paraphrasing here) ... well, for the THIRD time, I wish you luck. But stop threatening us with your suffering about how we miligned you and mistreated you. GET it done, then come back and show us you really could do it. But I would caution you on one thing. Keep this entire thread, save it, read it a thousand times, because ALL your needs are answered within this thread.
Good Luck and I wish you the very best you are capable of accepting.
Photto