It's been a rough year. Lots of BS.. My dad has been having health issues, I have too. I've been having difficult times with my boyfriend. I've been depressed about my mom passing away. And on and on....
It's all just piled on me and I just stagnated. For most of the year I had quit messing with FTA, several of my dishes had problems with alignment and I just didn't care to go out and fix them.
I have just been sitting inside like a zombie watching Dish or puttering around in my garden. I've accomplished pretty much nothing at all this year.
Things pile up on me, I look at the pile and throw up my hands in despair as the pile just gets deeper. It just hasn't been going well at all for me.
One of the things I had been counting on was having my boyfriend help me take those big dishes down and move them, he's a big guy so he can reach a lot higher than I can and lift a lot more than I can.
BUT, he's an unreliable flake and I just can't count on him when I need him. My health issues are not good so I'm very restricted in what I can do anymore, I'm not supposed to lift anything more than about 20lbs.
My dad can't lift heavy things either and besides, he's like 76yro now.
At this point I just don't know what to do. This is another project where I'm sitting here throwing my hands up in despair.. I may end up losing my deposit and the dishes.
So, I really don't know anymore. You know that old saying about your eyes overloaded your plate? That would be me..